Nonchalent maybe?
Juz had to blog this down...
I received a prezzy from her on Sunday passed to me by Runli. As usual, she never passed a prezzy to me personally ever but anyway that isn't the point. The point is - I didn't want it at all. Terrible you might think but I can't accept her prezzy & never will I accept it.
I have this certain vibe against her coz I think I can't get over what happened the other time. Esp. after I said I got over him, naively thinking that my friendship between me & him would be as good as in the past, it got worst. We weren't even talking, they're much closer & I can't stand the fact that they're closer. Jealousy it is but what I've always wanted to tell you is - if you dun like him, be frank & stop being nice to him juz coz he's nice to you. Isn't that hypocritical? Isn't that leading him on? Come to think of it....what rite do I have to comment abt you? You have a different way of treating others.
I can't imagine that despite me ignoring you, you can still buy me a prezzy before I leave. Are you juz nice or trying to be nice to me? I'm nt even your close fren, we hardly even talk to each other, we dun share abt stuff except the other time abt zhe, i'm nt the 1st you'd seek comfort when you have your worries & neither do I, the fact is we hardly ever know each other. So why the sudden kindness? It's puzzling you know? I'm sorry to say that I can't find the trust or likeability that I have for you in our friendship that the rest have for you.
Reply me in your blog or maybe email me. I would like to know your response.
